youtube

youtube is pretty much always a safe medium for finding worship songs to share with people so they can learn them for leading worship. the only problem with them is that occasionally... actually... more often than not, they can be really cheesy. i think the majority of the time, this is okay, but then i realize that most of the videos as the authors have commented on, "have been shown in church." i'm not getting contentious, at least i'm not trying to... i'm just speaking my mind. take a look at some of the images from a more recent video:

hmmm

andrew sullivan tipped me off to this 70's tv infomercial...

i'm not sure if this is illegal...

"because salvation is by grace through faith, i believe that among the countless number of people standing in front of the throne and in front of the Lamb, dressed in white robes and holding palms in their hands (revelation 7:9), i shall see the prostitute from the kit-kat ranch in carson city, nevada, who tearfully told me she could find no other employment to support her two-year-old son. I shall see the woman who had an abortion and is haunted by guilt and remorse but did the best she could faced with grueling alternatives; the businessman besieged with debt who sold his integrity in a series of desperate transactions; the insecure clergyman addicted to being liked, who never challenged his people from the pulpit and longed for unconditional love; the sexually-abused teen molested by his father and now selling his body on the street, who, as he falls asleep each night after his last 'trick,' whispers the name of the unkown God he learned about in sunday school; the deathbed convert who for decades had his cake and ate it, broke every law of God and man, wallowed in lust and raped the earth.

'but how?' we ask. then the voice says, 'they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.'

there they are. there we are - the multitude who so wanted to be faithful, who at times got defeated, soiled by life, and bested by trials, wearing the bloodied garments of life's tribulations, but through it all clung to the faith.

my friends, if this is not good news to you, you have never understood the gospel of grace."

-brennan manning, the ragamuffin gospel

news all about it!

fresh off the press...

my friend lauren just told me that n.t. wright will be at a church in boston in november.

today at school,


I watched a film that was released to scare Americans. the whole purpose: to make them fear Muslims. I will link to this later when I get on my computer. not only does it breed religious intolerance but it also does a fair job of putting all Muslims at an extreme with its large collection of unfounded facts. it would be important for americans to remember that muslims have died protecting the so called freedoms of this country. while I don't agree with war, I think that the people who do need to really figure out who their enemies actually are. most of the time it's probably not other Americans. again I'll add links later and maybe a compelling picture or two.

movie website

sightings article about the move

an interesting contrast

this kind of things gets to me because i don't view differences as being a bad thing. it's an opportunity to broaden our horizons and learn about something new, or see the world through another set of eyes. it can be transformative.

the rebuttal





so, what makes a subaru a mac? several things:

longevity and sustainability. subarus have a reputation for lasting almost forever. most owners get over 200,000 miles out of their cars. The same car that a person had all through college, grad school, and now into their new marriage. Macs have the same kind of reputation. Jeff, don't you still have the one that you used in college? Isn't it carrying through gradschool and into your marriage? granted, it smells like feet, but it lasted. and not only that, it's still useful.

unique features. all of subaru's vehicles are all wheel drive. now, this is different from four wheel drive, where all the wheels have equal power, which tends to lower fuel economy drastically. all wheel drive means that there is a computer present that controls power to all four wheels. when it senses that one wheel, or a side of wheels isn't getting the traction it should be (like when it hits a puddle or a patch of ice) it gives more power to those wheels. on highways, it gives more power to the front wheels to promote fuel economy. It is the most advanced driving system available. All macs come with the ilife suite and osx leopard. no other company does this. leopard is the most advanced operating system currently available, and offers a slew of features right out of the box that no one else offers.

customer loyalty and brand recognition. subaru and mac owners are both extremely loyal to their cars and computers. they have pride in them and will tell anyone about them. they realize how great they are and want to tell the world. on top of that, everyone recognizes when a car is a subaru. they have a distinct look that isn't found in any other automobile. the same goes for mac.

while volkswagens may be fantastic cars, german engineered, and have a certain feel to them, subarus are far more friendly and accessible. anyone can drive a subaru... under any weather conditions. sounds a lot like how macs work... no viruses or spyware or adware.

you decide what you think. i'm gonna keep sipping on my pumpkin spice latte, while throwing my macbook pro into my subaru and driving off into the sunset. yea, that's right. the sunset.

i laugh and i laugh with unrelenting vigor

ha!

7:21:11 PM lauren rae: funny story-
7:21:17 PM steve carroll: ?
7:21:31 PM lauren rae: i just got dinner with my friend emily, who's from ri, went to lincoln with me, and she asked what i was doing over fall break
7:21:37 PM lauren rae: i started rambling off our list
[in no particular order:
coffee
chuck taylor shopping
sweater shopping
savers and salvation army shopping
maccers milkshakes
vegetarian restaurant in providence
nick and norah's infinite playlist (possibly)
cloves
baking an apple cake]
7:22:03 PM lauren rae: and she was like, "you're going to these places and doing these things with who?"
7:22:11 PM lauren rae: (this was after [i told her we're baking] the apple cake)
7:22:16 PM lauren rae: i said "my friend steve.
7:22:30 PM lauren rae: and she said, "who is... what?"
7:22:44 PM lauren rae: i didn't get it and she said
7:22:54 PM lauren rae: "gay? in the closet? just really loves to shop and bake?"
7:22:55 PM lauren rae: hahahaha
7:23:00 PM steve carroll: hahaha
7:23:02 PM lauren rae: i thought it was funny, at least
7:23:09 PM steve carroll: i love it
7:23:41 PM lauren rae: i guess vegetarian restaurants, cappucino, sweaters, nick and norah, apple cake, and cloves does paint an interesting picture
7:23:43 PM steve carroll: did you mention i'm a snappy dresser
7:24:19 PM lauren rae: well i mentioned the shopping and that you love clothes, yeah
7:28:11 PM lauren rae: she's a riot- you'd like her

tough tuesdays

boyd and piper?:

In spite of their deep reverence to each other, Gandhi and Rabindranath Tagore engaged in protracted debates more than once. These debates exemplify the philosophical differences between the two most famous Indians at the time. On 15 January 1934, an earthquake hit Bihar and caused extensive damage and loss of life. Gandhi maintained this was because of the sin committed by upper caste Hindus by not letting untouchables in their temples (Gandhi was committed to the cause of improving the fate of untouchables, referring to them as Harijans, people of Krishna). Tagore vehemently opposed Gandhi's stance, maintaining that an earthquake can only be caused by natural forces, not moral reasons, however repugnant the practice of untouchability may be.[50]
(wikipedia - gandhi)

loves

reading

i've been doing a ton of reading lately. and i'm learning things.

i'm learning about malcom x and martin luther king junior
i'm learning about how hip hop became a political party
i'm learning about how we're all religious. yes, even atheists.
i'm learning about the supreme court, economics, and presidential candidates.
i'm learning about religious belief.
i'm learning about religious purpose.
i'm learning about american civil religion.
i'm learning about how religion happened.
i'm learning about freedom, and what it means to not have to go back to egypt.
i'm learning about the african american civil rights movement.
i'm learning about privelege, wealth, power, and possessions.
i'm learning about people entering into the kingdom of God.

i've also been doing a lot of thinking about the things i'm learning.

i'm learning about how being right isn't always profitable.
i'm learning about my friends.
i'm learning about mandolin.
i'm learning about guitar.
i'm learning about a lot of things.

and i'm really excited.
and i'm really excited to have the capacity to learn.
and to understand.
and to breathe new things in.
all the time.

:_steve

sententiae completae

"Well, let's see. There's, of course, in the great history of America rulings there have been rulings, that's never going to be absolute consensus by every American" (source)

-Sarah Palin (when asked if there have been any other supreme court rulings she has disagreed with besides roe vs. wade)

hmmm... there were a bunch of supreme court rulings during the jim crow era that were pretty intolerable...(Dred Scott v. Sandford or Plessy v. Ferguson ) but i'll give her some credit, she wasn't alive.

BUT WAIT! she was only nine years old when roe vs. wade passed... so, she must not have understood really what it was until later. (quick side note: she probably enjoyed the fact that the crime rate dropped - "It wasn't gun control or a strong economy or new police strategies that finally blunted the American crime wave. It was, among other factors, the reality that the pool of potential criminals had dramatically shrunk" (Levitt and Dubner, p. 6). - read freakonomics and visit their blog, it's choc full of controversial topics and descriptions (also important to note, i love life)) but i'm sure in her u.s. history class (11 and 12 grade) she would have learned about other monumental cases in american history. but for some reason they just didn't come to mind.

hmm... so i'm thinking (maybe a little too harsh here) but to only have the supreme court decision about roe vs. wade on her list of questionable rulings is a bit privileged. highly privileged it also shows that she probably hasn't looked at many other supreme court cases. so because of that 'privilege' she probably hasn't taken the time to actually consider other issues. like civil rights issues. and immigration issues. but mccain's probably going to be around for awhile, so we're not going to have to worry about her becoming president if he gets elected.

(okay, so this is a tad scathing, but i think i'm going to post it anyways...)

oh, by the way, it's worth it to follow the links. (they contain easter eggs)

going to church doesn't make you a christian any more than going to macdonalds makes you a hamburger

i've always enjoyed mackers. so satisfying. but i never was a hamburger. check out the screenshot of the salvation army site. it's especially awesome cuz i'm co-leading a study on acts this semester. i dig it.

the door to nowheresville

i've always said that drugs are a ticket to nowheresville. i don't know where i got that saying... probably television, since it has the propensity to ruin great minds. obviously, it got to me. shucks.

anywho, my point is... is that there is a key on my desk that the realtor gave us, and i have no idea where it goes. but i don't want to give it back, in hopes that i'll find out what it's true purpose is. joe and i have tried all the locks in our house, even the dead bolt, and it doesn't fit. it probably belongs to someone else. but i still have hope.

i've been thinking a lot in metaphors and comparisons recently. i think this relates to my attitude towards hoarding. i say i don't like the idea of it, yet i continue to pile, pile, pile things i don't need. will never use. it's not like i've never used them... i have... but my interest or liking for them has expired. it's kind of like this key. i'm going to grow out of searching for where it goes, in fact, i kind of already have. yet i keep it, because one day i hope i'll use it. i need to find a salvos down in this area...

iced cream novelties

there were several things in our house when we first moved in, including pots and pans and all the regular stuff you get when you rent a property that's usually occupied during the summer. but what we weren't expecting was what was in the freezer.

a personal pizza and some iced cream sandwiches. now, for those who know me, you'll know that one of my favourite things in the world is those iced cream sandwiches at stop and shop... you know, the ones where you get like... 24 for 3 dollars or something like that. to start, it's a huge bargain, and i have a hard time passing up a huge bargain. and to finish, i love iced cream sandwiches. so you combine the two and you get an over processed delicious frozen treat. good during any time of the year.

now, you'll get some people who eat their iced cream sandwiches differently. i take them out of the wrapper and throw the rapper away right away. it's important to do that. that way i get the chocolate of the sandwich stuck to my fingers. it's the best part, having to kind of slide it off my fingers with my teeth. it's very satisfying. if you haven't tried it yet, i would recommend. also, on a side not, did you know david crowder is a vegetarian?

and then i just take bites. my friend julie likes to take the top cookie off first and eat it, then eat the rest. i think that's a bit too complicated. but they say there's no wrong way to eat a reese's.

let's go.

and so goes the toy car: [vroom!]

i've been using my old math notebook as a disguise for my writings. if you can fan through last years calculus equations, you might end up with something.

i haven't been doing much writing recently. any... actually. so this weekend i've been doing a lot. mostly music. i haven't written music before. i've done lyrics. but now i'm working on progressions and whatnot. once i get decent on guitar, i might have some interesting songs, although lyrically i think i need some work. ah well... that's what i get for mixing christian music, jam band, rap, and pop music during the early days of listening to music. uninspired lyrics.. and regular progressions.

i've been getting into it a lot though. my sabbath is almost over though, so it's back to the daily grind soon. which is okay. i find that i work harder during the week when i have something to look forward to. it was great. i got to sleep in nice and late... i made dinner. whole wheat rigatoni with a tomato vodka cause and zuccini. i made homemade ginger ale yesterday. next time i'll use less sugar, it's a bit sweet.

i'm learning a lot more about myself having to live in a house, rather than relying on uri to cook me all of my meals. I LOVE TO COOK. i hate doing dishes. i don't like getting my hands wet. is that weird?

i'm learning that salvation army is one of the best places to shop. why didn't i know this sooner? we got so much stuff for our house there... muffin tins, measuring cups, teflon coated pans (practically brand new) and some authentic looking popcorn cups, which are awesome. i was greeted by a friendly surprise in our closet today too. our landlady has good sense. she bought our ironing board at salvation army. only 5 dollars. i can dig it.

i was in salvos a few days ago. someone was buying an old navy shirt there that was just, "too cute." unfortunately, this shirt didn't have a salvos price tag on it, it still had the old navy tags, and according to store policy, they can't sell it unless they've priced it. and store policy says they can't price it until the next day if a customer brings it up to the register and it hasn't been priced yet. the next day. i think this is an okay policy. the customer didn't. she offered to pay the full price, which of course, was against store policy. they could put it on hold for her. she was shocked that they wouldn't just take the full price for it. she really wanted the shirt.

i realized some things through this interaction. first off... i don't really like wearing clothes with labels. second... if i ever stumble across something without a price tag on it that i want, i'd probably let them know.

there are some things i just don't need. i think it'd be weird to give stuff to a salvos by my house, cuz i think i'd go buy some of the stuff back. would it be too much to wonder if that's kind of what God does with us? who knows... it's probably not the most adequate metaphor. feel free to think about it.

i've been reading a lot recently. on thursday i went on the david crowder band website and read some of the stuff david's written. it's pretty insightful stuff. and funny. he's a good writer. good writing comes from experience i think. but then there's hannah clarkin. and some others, but she's the first person who popped into my head when i thought bout good writing.

i received bell's new book in the mail yesterday. i haven't had the gumption yet to start it. i feel that way with most books i think... especially scripture. or books about scripture. for some reason, it always lights me, and i get really excited about it when i start reading, but i have a really hard time getting going on my own.

this has been a stream of consciousness.

light bulbs.

tough tuesdays

because it is tuesday, and not the day after, or a few days after... i decided to beat olson to the punch. so in showing you this, i need you to realize that it was especially difficult. also know that it's due tomorrow afternoon, so i feel good about finishing it early. :)

as a little background information, i'm taking a sociology of religion course. it's challenging in a lot of ways, but not in any of the ways i would have thought, i'm actually enjoying learning a lot of the theories and ideas that sociologists place on religion, but i'm realizing that "small r religion" that defines the purpose of religion, and brackets the religious beliefs and practices to push them aside, really doesn't get at anything thought provoking. it just is.

*edit* nearing the end of the semester now... i realize how thought provoking it actually has been, and how life giving to my faith it has been. incredible what God can use to draw me nearer to him.

so, without further delay, my assignment was to decide if the phrase "shit happens" expresses an essentially religious disposition toward the world or not, and to develop an argument that supported my decision. so, here it is:

Theodicy’s purpose is to defend the goodness of the reality that is above, behind, and within the humanly constructed normal world. It is a guardian against disarray and confusion because it serves to explain that the confusion has a greater purpose. It gives meaning for the abnormal, un-expectable or “shattering events”* within the normal. “The arc of the universe is long, but it bends toward justice”[King] is a theodicy. The epigram, “shit happens,” is a theodicy as well. Theodicy is innately religious.

Of course questions of the true purpose of the statement, “shit happens,” may arise. On the surface it is a crass statement with a casual attitude, bordering carefree. Digging deeper, an argument must be presented to its implicit meaning: things happen outside of society’s control, consequentially, business as usual. Theodicy begins its work with the statement, ‘things happen outside of society’s control,’ and guarantees its effectiveness with the word, ‘consequentially,’ which afterward, shows the outcome of theodicy successfully carried out. The main aim of theodicy is not to offer consolation, but explanation. Consolation will naturally follow as long as theodicy is successful. Behold, the full package of theodicy carried out: [r]eligion.

[r]eligion in supplying its purpose, “provides comfort in the face of shattering events.” One must keep in mind both that this comfort is not ‘being comfortable,’ and that these shattering events have ‘symbolic power.’ Comfort maintains that people feel safe and secure, a sense that things really can and will go back to normal, which can also be described synonymously, as “comfort in the face of threats to meaningful ongoingness.” Using symbolic power instills events with representative meaning or characterizes something abstract with something concrete. Put simply: symbols are metaphors, while power gives them significance.

Shattering events must always have metaphors and explanation, otherwise the precarious humanly constructed normal world, nomos, shifts into an abnormal state which humans cannot control, anomy. If religion is world maintenance, then anomy is world destruction, the great enemy of religion. Anomy is the threat to meaning, theodicy is the saviour of that meaning. Theodicy operates as a guardian against anomy, drawing its power directly from the cosmos: the reality that is above, behind, and within the nomos. When theodicy does its job, it ensures meaning to the nomos.

But, “shit happens,” and a descent to anomy begins. Just as society created the nomos, it created the meaning within reality, the cosmos, as well. Berger postulates, “Religion implies the farthest reach of man’s self-externalization, of his infusion of reality with his own meanings … Put differently, religion is the audacious attempt to conceive of the entire universe as being humanly significant.”[28]

When “shit happens”, society as a whole does not say, “we created the norm, and the cosmos, so we are doomed, because there is actually no nonhuman way of explaining this.” Instead, something entirely different happens. People forget. They forget they created the cosmos and start to rely on it for support, theodicy is put into action, and world maintenance can continue. The nomos can be restored.

Alienation allows the cosmos to repair the nomos. When society forgets it has made the cosmos, the nomos can be repaired. The nomos and the cosmos are bound together by a relationship between them called legitimation, or shared meaning. The cosmos gives meaning to the nomos, and the nomos gives meaning to the cosmos. Society is alienated from the nomos, “because that is just the way things are,” and so things continue as normal.

The epigram is religious. “Shit happens”, shows alienation of both the cosmos and nomos, because “that is just the way things are.” Because of alienation it becomes a theodicy, to offer solution to the cosmos, serving as a guardian against anomy, and promoting world maintenance, allowing things to progress normally.

Works Cited
* concepts discussed in class as part of lecture notes will receive only quotation marks as their indication to an outside source.
Berger, Peter L. The Sacred Canopy : Elements of a Sociological Theory of Religion. New York: Anchor Canada, 1988.

highly controversial

interesting documentary on the goblin man of norway

batman

i saw batman this weekend after the open house. adrienne came. it was fun. :)

such an awesome movie. so many biblical parallels. and the joker was a terrifying character. i've been waiting for this for awhile. it's refreshing to have such a great movie on the map. and it's batman.

pwhooshaw!

-steve

jklasji12!!!!!

if you haven't been to my summer blog yet... shame on you.

but no, really, it's okay... it's on the sidebar to the <--LEFT

i'm having a good summer. this blog won't be updated much, as that one is the primary blog for this summer. we're having our sabbath now... which i was originally going to use for posting on the summer blog, but you know... i'd rather not do camp stuff right now. so i don't think i'm going to.